The man who survived a horrific car accident in which he hit a tree and fractured his arm was still suffering from symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder and had lost his job.

I was already looking for work but after the accident, I realized that I would have to start over and start again.

I was already ready to go back to school and go to a different profession.

But now I am not, and I am just living the rest of my life in the hospital, a hospital where I was the only one who knew what happened to me.

I am a victim of trauma, a victim not only of my own negligence, but also of the trauma I have suffered as a result of the accident.

I have been dealing with a lot of trauma and a lot that I did not know about.

The worst thing I can think of is to see my brother in a wheelchair and I see my mother in a coma.

I don’t know what to do now.

I don’t want to die and I don’ t want to go to the hospital to have my injuries examined.

I need to be released from the hospital so that I can go back and work, but I don t know what I should do now to prepare for that.

I’m not prepared for it.

I just don’t have the energy to do that anymore.

I do not know what else I can do.

I think I will go back home and try to find work, to pay my bills and support my family.

I would rather be dead than live this way.

I have been at the hospital for three months and I have already lost a lot.

I had two surgeries on my hand, one on my foot, the other on my ankle.

I also had a dislocated shoulder and a fractured leg.

My whole body hurts, I feel numb, I have headaches.

The pain is so bad that I am afraid to walk.

My mother, who is my only relative, has also been hospitalized.

I haven’t been able to see her in months.

I cannot go to her house because she is too weak to go.

I’ve also been unable to go anywhere to visit her.

I do not want to leave her anymore.

I know that she will have to suffer even more if I am allowed to go home.

My mother and I cannot see each other because of the hospital restrictions.

I want to be able to go out together, but the hospital will not let us go.

We are still going through the recovery process.

The doctors have not been able come up with any solutions to the issues that we have been suffering, especially with regards to the surgery and the reconstruction of my hand.

I feel like I am being used as a tool, that I’m being used to help people.

My hands are still swollen, the scars are still there, but my hands are much better.

I can now pick things up and I can pick up and throw things.

I want to tell my mother and my brother that I love them and I love the people that they have raised me with.

I tell them that I want them to be happy.

I know that my injuries were very serious.

I saw a doctor at the beginning of the year and he said that my hand is probably going to take another two years to heal.

I could be at the end of my career.

I really do not have any hope that I will be able the rest at all.

I did have surgery on my shoulder but I have lost it completely.

I will have a lot more surgery on the foot.

I would like to thank everyone who has helped me and my family during this difficult time.

I thank my mother, my sister, my brother, my niece and my cousin.

My parents and my sister also have been amazing.

I owe everything to them.

I wanted to tell them in person.

But unfortunately they did not want me to, and they told me in writing that I should keep quiet about it.

So, I am only speaking to you now, I hope that you will understand that I just want to say thank you.

I hope I will not have to face that again.